Life can be really good at times, and of course life
can be really disappointing and sad. It has been quite some time since I’ve blogged
and there are reasons behind that. The
most important reason is losing my best friend since 6th grade just
barely 2 weeks ago. I was extremely sad,
numb, and confused when I heard the news in Puerto Rico that my best friend had
died but then my faith kicked in gear in full speed.
“ Then
said Jesus to them again, Peace be unto you: as my Father hath sent me, even so send I you.”
–John 20:21
Alex
Carrington Hobbs
This guy meant the world to me. We had a connection that was unreal. I would get on his nerves; he would get on my
nerves. It all started in 6th
grade when he was an introverted kid that wanted to be friends with me. He was so sweet, he even bought me a jewelry
box, a watch, and mailed me a post card when he was out of town with his
family. He was a sweetheart and was so
caring. Then………….he grew up! Lol he
became the “cool kid” and became friends with everyone! He also began working out and became the
class clown. He was still a sweetheart
but he felt like he had to make everyone laugh and it most definitely
worked. Alex was the life of the
party. He cared about so many even if he
joned on you and talked about you from your head all the way down to your
feet. We were supposed to grow up and
always be there for each other but God had different plans. A good friend of mine told me that now our
bond with Alex is eternal, and he is now forever in our hearts. I think about that everyday because I still
feel like he is with me through spirit.
I spent a lot
of time with Alex this summer being there for him when his dad passed recently
as well too. I am grateful for every
single moment I had with him and there is not a day that goes by that I don’t
think about him. Alex, I will forever
carry you in my heart and I am so appreciate that you loved me unconditionally.
Ill
be loving you….always.
