My blog, My world :)

Normally I keep my blog at a surface level but I feel like expressing myself on my blog is a beneficial thing to do.  Growing up, I had a best friend who is now deceased.  We were close friends, met in 6^th grade and he was the first guy that ever bought me my first gift…It was so sweet!  He was as nervous as can be and said “Hello, I bought this for you” and I nervously said “thank you” giggled and took the gift.  It was my first jewelry box.  Since then, our friendship and bond grew all the way up until the day he passed.  We both went away for college but we always remained friends.  The distance didn't hold us back!  

However,…. There were times that he expressed to me that he wanted to be more than friends but I knew that we were not equally yoked. The things that I valued, he didn’t value.  I loved him, but I was never in love with him and could see myself marrying him.  What is challenging for me is the fact that there are outsiders today who he may have spoken to believing that I did him wrong simply by dating a mutual friend. Only my close friends know that this mutual friend and I went on a date before he passed. I don’t have to explain that to anyone. I will always love him as one of my best friends and he will still have a spot (through spirit) at my wedding.  However, we were nothing more than friends.  There have been individuals that have deleted me off Facebook, who have shared their unwanted opinions regarding my current love life but I writing this post to let somebody know that God has a path designed specifically for you and no one can block it.  Who cares what others think? Live your best life, laugh, fall in love, grow, and live in the moment.

I will always love you.. my friend!  I am forever grateful for our memories and laughs.  You truly impacted my life and I will never forget you.